Guest Post Images & Writing By: Michelle McDaid
I want to start by acknowledging the dirty little secret of family documentary photography: for many, it takes some selling.
I’m a part of several Facebook groups of photographers, most of which are filled with incredibly talented, open-hearted, and yet frustrated women who are struggling with how to get more families to embrace this style. In short, moms who will pay them to capture the precious, intimate moments of their life.
Although there are plenty of fans and positive comments and likes, and although there absolutely moms who can’t wait to have us follow them around their homes with our cameras, the vast majority of women I talk to have reservations.
While some of these moms may never buy into this concept and are clearly not our future clients, some are firmly on the fence. These moms love the idea of showing their kids’ personalities, photographing them at home, capturing some of the little moments that only mom and dad usually get to see and that would normally get lost to memory. That all sounds absolutely freaking amazing. But when it comes to the realization that they, too, will be photographed in this way, the vulnerabilities kick in and they start backpedaling.
How many of you have sighed with disappointment after hearing, I’m thinking we’ll just go to a pretty park at sunset?
Although it’s tempting to refer these moms out, because they’re not our “ideal client,” I think we risk missing opportunities in doing so, turning away potential ideal clients that simply need a little easing into the concept.
So is there a space in-between? An opening of arms within our genre for those clients who love the concept, but are a little afraid to dive straight into the deep end with us?
I’m coming to a place of yes to answer that question after talking to friends, clients and family. I’ve come to realize that I need to open my eyes to the truth of those insecurities that live within us all, judgment and idealistic vision fully aside. To show moms that they, while honestly documented, can be truthfully, lovingly and compassionately captured – one fellow, flawed mom to another. And, to do that, I am seeing that sometimes I need to give them space to experience the concept a little more on their terms and a little less on mine.
This, in turn, means recognizing that, just as people come in all shapes and sizes, so do their lives. And not all of them fit the mold.
The words imperfect, messy and authentic are thrown around a lot in our little documentary niche and have become almost interchangeable.
It’s almost as if, in order to be authentic, your session needs to be full of imperfections (theirs not yours, of course) and in order for that to happen your photo (and your client) needs to be messy.
Let me give you an example. I belong to a collective of documentary photographers and we all take turns moderating the group’s Instagram account, featuring other artists within our genre whose work we love. Early on, one of us featured a gorgeous, candid image of a little boy in the bath wearing goggles. Almost instantly the complaints came in about how beautiful and “clean” the bathroom looked. Where was the mess? The spilled water on the floor? The pile of toys? The photographer’s bathroom was too white and perfect some said, the suggestion being that the photo was staged, fake, or inauthentic.
Sometimes I feel like many of us in this genre have created our own perfect way to be imperfect: laundry on the floor, spilled cheerios on the kitchen table, chocolate smeared around the kids’ faces and mom looking adorably un-put-together yet oh-so-confident in her boyfriend jeans and slouchy t-shirt.
And while I do love me a session full of all those details of everyday life, by golly am I beginning to challenge this narrow aesthetic.
Because while this is the reality for some of us, it’s not the reality for many of us.
I have friends who are interior decorators with beautiful, tidy homes (yes, even when nobody is coming over). I have friends who LOVE fashion and wouldn’t be seen dead outside of a yoga studio in yoga pants. I know kids (my own comes to mind) who will bawl their eyes out if there is a speck of dirt on their clothing.
Are these people any less authentic or imperfect? Of course not. They are beautiful, flawed humans with real emotions, relationships and characteristics that are worthy of our documentation.
And I want to take ALL of their photos. I do! I find people from all walks of life, cultures, and lifestyles, incredibly interesting and beautiful. Especially if they’re different from me. I don’t want to throw all my eggs in the basket of one depiction of real life at the exclusion of all others.
By not finding honest and intimate ways to embrace these awesome peeps and their lives too and by continually showing only the rawest, messiest, most intimate photos of family life, we send those that might be converted straight back to the portrait photographer in the park.
And that makes me super sad.
So, I’d like to share some photos from a family that are dear to my heart, to open up the discussion about how else we photographers might go about embracing more families in our little niche.
The mom in this session, Brandie, has become a good friend of mine. Although we love to work together, she has always been honest with me that the idea of documentary photography sounds downright scary, too revealing. But, through working with her for more than 4 years now, I’ve been able to assert a little bit more of my vision and style into our sessions year after year, as her trust in my process – and the results – grew.
I asked her a little about that evolution over lunch recently, and here is what she had to say:
“What has happened over time with you being out photographer is that now I’m looking forward to seeing more than just a pretty photo. Now I can’t wait to see our personalities in your images. And that’s where the shift took place that I wasn’t even paying attention to. I didn’t even realize that we were doing more of a documentary style session because that probably would have freaked me out if you’d said it. But each year you capture each of my boys individually in their own space doing things that immediately made me think “Oh that’s Cole” or “Oh that’s Max” or even “that’s Damon [my husband]. Look at that smile on his face looking at them!” And it may not be a picture that I’m going to put on my wall above my fireplace but they are my favorite photos. They squeezed my heart more than any of the other ones.”
“But, I don’t love myself in those photos. Let’s be honest, who DOES love themselves in photos? I love what they represent. I love the love that they show. I love the connection between me and my boys. And they show more than just me looking at the camera smiling and looking my best. So I am glad that I have them now. Whereas before I probably would have said “No, no, no, no, no. I want to know you’re taking it. I want to be looking at the camera. I want to make sure my hair is in the right place and I want to be smiling. Now I love those photos for what they mean for my family, what they mean to my heart. And they’re in my home, framed. Even if I feel like that’s not the most flattering photo… I see that I’m looking at my children. At the end of the day all the other stuff is just self-critique and none of that matters because you can see how much I love them.”
Despite all the wonderful things that she said about her family photos, it was still hard to hear that she doesn’t love herself in them.
I, personally, think she looks beautiful and alive and animated and I know I’m not alone in that assessment. But I love that she said it to me. I love that she felt comfortable admitting it. I love that, through going through this process with me year after year, she has learned to identify and accept her own self-critique and put that aside for something that matters to her more.
But we got there slowly.
I knew, from talking to Brandie and seeing the photos she liked of mine online, that she really does love the more candid moments. But jumping straight into an at-home, fly-on-the-wall session just wasn’t going to work for her. And so, year after year, we craft sessions that are comfortable for her and true to my style.
This past October we met at her house and walked with her husband and two boys around the local trails – a walk they do often as a family with bikes and scooters in-tow. We went at sunset and she didn’t wear yoga pants and sneakers. She put on make-up. Meanwhile, I didn’t find perfect light and pose them, although I did manufacture a couple of moments to ensure her active boys remained in the frame for a family photo. Mostly, they walked and talked and played and I dashed around them documenting their interactions.
We each gave a little something up in this session, a little bit of control; her because she really does understand the inherent value in capturing something deeper about her family, and me because I recognize that this is her life, her family, her photos and her version of genuine.
It might not fit mine like a glove, but the shared gesture between her and her husband is real and unscripted, as are the tender hugs she gave her boys at the end of the session as their energy and enthusiasm waned.
And for these reasons they are authentic, imperfect and honest to me. Maybe this year we’ll push the envelope a little further. (Brandie, if you’re reading this, don’t panic!)
Perhaps my way of handling this session doesn’t feel right to you. That’s ok. This is not an A-B-C guide to getting reluctant moms to participate in a documentary-style session. I don’t have all (any of) the answers. I just wanted to open up the discussion, to think a little more about what it means to photograph families honestly and to embrace more families and session types into that definition.
I’m just saying: there is more than one kind of authentic.
I’d love to hear your thoughts.
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